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Monday, February 8, 2016

Five Notes for Valentine's Day




I've started seeing pink, red, and little hearts in my peripheral vision. My inbox is full of flower delivery advertisements and invitations to dating sites. I guess it's that time of year again.

I've struggled for days on how I wanted to address Valentine's Day. There's been a long-standing opinion of mine that I shouldn't write posts like these because I didn't want to be cliche. I didn't want to come across as mushy, repetitive, or bitter. So what did I want to say about this red, love-filled day that's coming up?

I wanted to speak to my sisters in Christ. So I decided to write a series of notes to address different groups of my friends where they were this Valentine's Day. As you're preparing for the romantic weekend ahead, I hope you find these encouraging.


1. To those who have a date, 


This is apparently the year for all of my dear friends to get married or engaged. Not a day goes by when I don't see a new social media update on their romantic adventures. Dear friends are getting married to the love of their life. Others are being rewarded for their long and faithful waiting with real-life Prince Charmings.

Girls, I am so happy for you. I wish you a wonderful Valentine's Day with your date. This is a time you've been blessed with. Don't feel bad when your friends ask you to stop being such a "couple" in front of them. Like me, they're just happy to see you happy. And you guys are probably adorable together too.

So enjoy yourselves, and have a happy Valentine's Day!



2. To those who are suddenly single this year, 


Maybe you didn't plan on being single this time of year. Maybe you've gone through a bad break-up. But be encouraged, your girlfriends have got your back! This may be a very bittersweet and sad day for you. We understand, and we have access to chick-flicks if you need them.

Please don't feel pressured to be in a relationship again just because you might be afraid of being alone. A lot of growth can happen during a season of singleness. Take this Valentine's Day as an opportunity to treat yourself. Indulge in some old-fashioned self-care. You can buy yourself some chocolates and some flowers you know.



3. To my sisters who are still single, 


Like... this is your fifth or tenth Valentine's Day as a single. You're an old pro at surviving single awareness day. You're not alone! I am totally there with you, and I would like to encourage you.

I know it can be easy to be bitter and gloomy on this holiday. But you could try being content instead. Remember, this is where God has you right now. He wants you to be a woman after His own heart right here, without a man to impress. Take heart, God has a plan for you and your future spouse. Yeah, I'm writing to myself here too.

Just remember to have fun on Valentine's day. Go out with all your other single ladies for some fun and relaxation. Treat yourself!



4. To my practical girlfriends, 


You know who you are. You're the one's that don't click with chick-flicks or the rest of this romance stuff. This holiday doesn't make a lot of sense to you. It probably really annoys you too. Please be patient with us helpless romantics. We only get to be this love-crazy once a year after all. Thanks for keeping us grounded, and thank you for letting us have fun anyway. You guys are really awesome.




5. To my fellow dreamers, 


If you're still waiting for your perfect man to come around..join the club. It is perfectly okay to have a sensible head on your shoulders and understand that you need to keep living life with or without a man. But I would also like to tell you there is nothing wrong with dreaming every now and again.

On Valentine's Day, I tend to spend a lot of time wondering what my future husband is up to. Is he out on a date? (Which I'm fine with) Is he alone like me? If I get around to thinking like this, I'll usually sit down and write him a letter. I let him know I'm thinking of him and praying for him. I tell him how I've spent my day and the sorts of dates I think we should do once we're together. Or, if I don't write my future husband a letter, I might tell God what's been on my mind for Valentine's Day.

There isn't a thing wrong with dreaming about your romantic future. You do want to be careful that such thoughts don't become idols in your life. Remember that your relationship with Christ comes first.

I hope you all have a fantastic Valentine's Day!


I hope these were an encouragement to some of you! What are your plans for Valentine's Day? Plans for survival or success? What are some of your favorite Valentine's Day activities? 












Monday, November 9, 2015

Calm Amidst Chaos: A Response


"My best stab at a definition for art would be to say it is the product of an intentional and creative act that seeks to communicate the depth of meaning that we feel in our souls. Sometimes that creative expression is a direct response to an inward voice, and sometimes a direct response to an outward voice. It is a way to communicate our engagement with reality with love, beauty, pain, grace, and glory." 

~ Jason Truett Glen, Director of Worldview Formation at Bryan College


This post will admittedly have two purposes. The first is to share my recent experience participating in the art event hosted at my college. The second is to share a little of the story behind my own entry to the exhibit. Through and through, this is a response to the theme of calm in chaos and the topic of Christians expressing themselves through the arts. 




The Concept



"The theme giving guidance to the entries this year is Calm Amidst Chaos. -- These works of art will examine the role faith has in one's response to life's challenges and how art can reflect a meaningful response to these issues." ~ Jason Truett Glen


The announcement for this event came up before one of our weekly chapels here on campus. It struck my mind that participating in such an event would be fun. The only problem was that I had no concept for a project. I didn't want to force a concept for such a theme. I wanted the right inspiration to come to me. Just a few days later I sat in on a class where the teacher referenced the woman who washed Jesus's feet and her Alabaster Box. 

Immediately the song "Alabaster Box" by Cece Winans came to my mind. Oh, there is such meaning for me in this song. If you haven't listened to it then I highly recommend it. For me, this symbol of the alabaster box represented the pouring out of Mary's most highly prized possession. For me what I prized most were my gifts, my pride, and my control of my circumstances. Breaking that treasure box and pouring it out for the Master of my life was the hardest, most relieving thing to do in my life. 



"As she poured her love for the master
from her box of Alabaster.
And I've come to pour my praise on Him
like oil from Mary's Alabaster Box.
~ You don't know the cost of this oil
in my Alabaster Box."


I knew I wanted to capture that feeling in a painting so I combined my reaction to that Chapel and the song with some past experiences of mine where I had found calm in amidst chaos. Years ago I had my own season of darkness when I felt like I was too deep in the darkness to be rescued. My inner world was shadows and storms. One night I poured out all that I had and tearfully lifted my hands in surrender. That moment I felt God's peace pierce like a shaft of light through the clouds. This chapter of my life was what I decided to try and communicate for the art exhibit. 




"Pouring out Praise"
By Bethany Youngblood


The woman in the painting stands in the midst of a storm. She pours out two parts of herself, represented by the two bottles in her hands. The Bottle of Tears on the left represents her emotions; her hurts and joys. The Alabaster Box on the right represents her pride and gifts. With hands openly surrendering these two things she pours out her worship and experiences peace in the chaos.


The Exhibit


"It's also another way for students to recognize the complexity and talent that is present in their peers. It's easy to compartmentalize fellow students into neat sub-culture boxes, but we are all made to bear the image of our creative and wise God." ~ Jason Truett Glen


 We can all connect through pain. Through the desperation of being without direction. The pounding of storms. Through the pang of loss. And through the small shaft of calm that breaks through the clouds. In a way I think all the wonderful works of art that were shown at the exhibit had a past of pain to them. That is the only way we really understand what calm and peace are. Amidst the beauty I experienced that evening I also saw and heard the personal pains of the artists. What made the beauty truly shine through in their work was the triumph they found through Christ in their storms. Honestly now, some of what was presented impacted me so powerfully I cried. 




My dear friend Emily and her entry, "Journey"


Overall, I would easily say this art exhibit was a complete success. I was impacted, challenged, and inspired. I got to see how wonderfully talented my fellow students are and I cannot wait until next year to see what they make next! 




The Application



It's a wonderful mystery how God crafted us with the ability to express emotions. Just imagine for a second that you had no outlet to tell others how you felt! One way of expressing is through words. I prefer the written word to speaking in public. But art is another medium I and others make use of. Art is a natural blending of our human gifting to create and express in some small way like our Creator does. I marvel at how some are gifted in mixing watercolors to create a woodland scene. I marvel at the movement of a hand as it picks out a melody on a guitar's strings. 

These works of art, these tools of creative expression, communicate deeply to those around us. During this art event I felt my Christian brothers and sisters were aware of how their art was instrumental to communicating their thoughts on God. So why is it that Christians all around the world still struggle with the place of art and creativity in their lives? 

I know I've written about this topic before in my Christians and Creativity series. But I heard that the college might be doing a Chapel series on Christians in the Arts so be prepared for me to come back to this topic. 

I just want to encourage any out there who wonder where art fits in with their Faith. Your creativity reflects our Creator. He is the Origin of Creativity. He gave you your gifts. So expressing yourself through artistic mediums isn't a sin. A lot of our churches have some skewed views of art anyways. 

So if you do enjoy being creative....create! Reflect your Creator and express what He's done in your life to the world! 




Me with my entry, "Pouring out Praise."



What are your thoughts about Christians and Creativity? Do you enjoy expressing yourself through art too? If any of my fellow classmates stumble in here, what did you take away from the exhibit? What struck you? As always, comments and questions are welcome below!  



Monday, October 26, 2015

Monthly Highlights: October 2015



Welcome again, everyone, to the monthly highlights on Forgotten Featherpen! Fall weather is fully settled in and I am Loving it. To all my college friends, I hope y'all came back from Fall Break refreshed and ready to tackle this second half of the semester. To my writing audience, I know a lot of you have NaNoWriMo on the brain. How are plans coming along for that? I'm kicking around ideas for actually trying to participate some this November. If you're new here, the monthly highlight is a post on the last Monday of every month were I review what's been going on here. We go back to glance at this month's posts, I share some highlights from my day-to-day, as well as writing progress and plans for next month. It's usually a lot of fun so I hope you enjoy yourself and drop a comment before you leave. Let's get started! 



The Blog

So what's been on the blog this month? Since it was a packed-out month I took the opportunity to dig into the collection of Tags I had sitting around in my Bookmarks. In The Unpopular Opinions Tag I got to enjoy being a bit negative and share my unpopular opinions on some books and the cliches we often find in them. I didn't get to do all the Tags I wanted, but that just means I can do more some other time! They're so much fun. 

In the Share Your Serenity Tag I got in touch with my romantic side and shared a collage of four images that brought me a sense of inner peace and serenity. The next week was super fun with The Tag of Happiness! All these tags are open to anyone and everyone, so if you haven't done them yourself feel free to take them on! Leave a comment with the link when you do so I can check out your blog! 

My plans for November's blog posts? I'm kicking around a few ideas. My Time to Fly and When Wings Grow Weary posts have generated a lot of interest so I may write more posts that share what I'm learning here at college. Besides that, I know I really want to do a post on writing for November. You'll have to come back and check it out! And hey, if you have any ideas about what I should do a post about feel free to let me know. 



My Life

Two words. Fall Break.

It was SO needed. I'm sure my college friends can relate to this. I was settling in great to college life but I'd reached a point where I just needed a break! And it was so wonderful. Just to summarize, I returned home to Virginia and went on all sorts of adventures with my family. They involved apple-picking, making apple pie, and enjoying the fall color. 







Coming back from these adventures was bittersweet. The result though was one refreshed girl, ready for some more learning! I've got a lot to keep me busy in this upcoming half of a semester. Midterms for one thing. I'm also hopefully taking part in an art project I'm very excited about. Writing is a thing that will happen too!



My Story

I used to be able to leave my writing notebook in the dorm for several hours at a time. Now I can't go one class period without it! Seriously, in every single class there's been tidbits that I have to write down in my novel notebook so I can remember them later. It doesn't even have to be related to my setting or theme. I pick up notes from General Psychology on how people can be conditioned by stimuli or exactly how long our short term memory holds things in storage. In Interpersonal Communication I write down what makes people attract friends or what makes them interesting in dialouge. And in FIne Arts? Don't even get me started! 

The short of it is, my new advice to every writer is to take your writing notebook or some equivalent with you wherever you go. You just never know what you'll need to write down in it for later. 



That's it for this month, everyone!
Have a Happy Monday! 













Monday, October 12, 2015

Share Your Serenity


Those moments when I experience a sense of serenity are few. Those pockets where time and space extend forever beyond the horizon sing to my soul. Moments where I find stillness. Where life is at once perfect and beautiful. Most often the only place I can record such things is in my private journals. Recently though, when I came across the #shareyourserenity tag on The Quiet People, I saw the opportunity to share my moments of serenity with you and have the chance to hear yours as a bonus. 

The #shareyourserenity blog post invites you to post a collage of four photos that help you feel a state of peacefulness. Then share why those four things resonate with you. 








1. The Frosted Rose over a Mountain View


     Roses hold a very special place in my heart. Since I was a little girl I've always associated them with my favorite love story: Beauty and the Beast. I've wanted roses present in my own Tale as Old as Time, whenever it comes around. Roses hold the resonance of classical love and beauty. When I hold one, smell one, or touch the petals, I am immediately soothed in my soul. 

    The cold mountain view brings a sense of stillness and silence. I and the cold have always been friends. She invites me to stand still and listen to the fullness of open space around me. I breathe deep the icy air and watch my breath rise in a cloud. Oh yes, the cold and I are dear friends.


2. Fall Leaves after the Rain

    If the cold is that companion of mine that causes me to be still and listen, then Fall calls to me to journey, and the rain beckons me to hurry on to those things I love most. The colors of Fall make me smile. I walk out of my dorm to be greeted by the brisk air and the vibrant colors of the hills. I can't help it! I smile like I'm seeing an old friend after a long absence. 

   I do welcome a pleasant rain shower here and there. If it comes in the fall it's even better. The soothing sound of the rain is so beautiful. And I become thankful for umbrellas, for short walks, and for warm, dry rooms to return to. 




3. Waking Up to the Morning Light

   Ah, Sleep. So often the love of sleep is equated with sloth. The Bible has some things to say about that and I'm fully in agreement that I shouldn't become a lazy person. But haven't you ever thought of how like a gift sleep is? After days of toil, we are given rest as a reward. Settling into a well-known bed and sighing as you lay down on a cool pillow? Ah. There's nothing so rewarding as that sensation! 

   A good night's sleep is something I look forward to as my reward after every day. Waking up however, can be a hit or miss experience. Sometimes you wake up instantly annoyed by that intrusive alarm. Your body wakes you up before your mind feels rested. Or you feel like you just closed your eyes a moment ago, and the whole break is over far too soon. But sometimes, in the best of mornings, you wake up to a ray of morning sunlight. It's a brand new day, with no mistakes in it yet. That should bring a smile to your morning. 



4. Handwritten Letters

   Handwritten letters, no matter who they are from, are the best gifts in the world. It really means a lot to me when I get letters in the mail. They bring me a sense of serenity because, to me, they're a piece of the person. The texture of the envelope, all the bumps and bruises from it's journey to my mailbox tell a story. The sound of the opening and unfolding letter bring a sense of anticipation. An anticipation to read the within message that never comes when I'm just opening a text from a friend. Call it old-fashioned and hopelessly romantic if you will. But getting letters in the mail bring a shining shaft of serenity to my day. 



What four pictures sum up your serenity? What makes you feel calm, content, and happy all at once? I'm opening up this tag for anyone who would like to pass it along. Only when you do, I invite you to leave a link down below in the comments so I can come and see your Share Your Serenity Tag as well. Have fun with it!

















Monday, August 24, 2015

The Girl and the Bee - A Short Story

I recently was given the opportunity to write a short story that was unlike anything I would usually write. An experiment outside my comfort zone. So I took inspiration from a dream I once had and created a short fable-esque story. This is an original work of fiction but the pictures here are not mine so I can take no credit for them. I hope y'all enjoy!

 

In a far-off land where magic was not uncommon, there was a town called Hivewall. It was known throughout the Kingdom for its cultivation of honey. Other towns may have had honey in water white to amber hues. But these could never compare to Hivewall's golden honey for the secret to Hivewall was its very special bees. Any common bumble bee would be no bigger than the tip of a man’s thumb. But Hivewall bees could fill a man’s hand with ease and are covered all over in brilliant yellow and black fuzz. They’re a magical and rare species that the people of Hivewall have always held in the highest regard.

Spring came to Hivewall when her streets were lined with blossoming bushes; when her fields and window boxes were filled with flowers. With bees buzzing to and fro gathering the pollen for the new year’s production of honey. And with the collection of last year’s abundance from the hives, preparations for the Festival of Honey could begin. Blond-bricked houses opened their doors to release children and their mothers out to buy bright festival clothes. Women of fashion bought tall hats like beehives to wear. Men ordered new suits from the tailors with gold bee buttons and yellow and black stripes on the cuffs. This festival was the highlight of the year for everyone in town. Everyone that is, except for the odd girl who lived down on Yellowwood Lane. She was Melisandre Devri, the only girl in all the great town of Hivewall who was allergic to bees.

An allergy to bees is terrible enough in a town like Hivewall. Only the more tragic when Meliandre dearly loved bees and flowers. She wasn’t really allergic to bees at all, merely to the pollen that clung to them as they buzzed from flower to flower. It is this glorious yellow dust that makes Miss Melisandre sneeze. It didn’t matter though if she was allergic to pollen or the bees themselves, reacting in any way negative toward the revered insect of the town earned severe unpopularity. The good people of Hivewall couldn’t be bothered with a girl who was unable even to walk their flower-edged streets in spring for fear of a sneezing fit. And if they couldn’t be bothered with her, they couldn’t be her friend either.

So young Miss Meslisandre Devri had no friends at all. She spent her days alone in her parlor painting pictures and wishing she could walk outside. For she truly did love flowers and being outside. She even loved the sight of bees. But her nose could not withstand the pollen.






It must now be said that Miss Melisandre’s parlor was just as odd as she was. If she had any friends they would not want to stay in it for very long. For it was not colored in any shade of yellow, gold, or amber as one should expect in a room in Hivewall. Instead the walls were covered in sky blue wallpaper. Over the years Melisandre had taken up the brush and painted a lush garden of flowers across the walls. Tall Ligularia Sibrica with their coned heads of dainty yellow flowers reached to the ceiling. Purple and pink Oregano blossoms and clusters of white Coriander spread across the walls. Down near the floor were sweet little Lemon Mint buds amid the leaves. She had painted bold blue Borage flowers and even the ordinary bruise weed with its purplish blue curling blossoms. A season-less copy of what she could see through her tall bay windows which overlooked a garden outside. She had never opened the bay windows of course. But she liked to imagine the flowers on her walls smelled just as nice as the real ones did.


Melisandre had even painted bees on her walls to fly between the flowers. Such fine and fuzzy bees there were too. She gave them the names of people who walked past her house on the street and pretended they were her friends. She talked to the painted bees and, sometimes, she pretended so well that they might have talked back. Which is impossible of course. On days when she was depressed Melisandre would set down her brushes and leave her painted friends to go and sit in the cushioned chair by the big bay windows. There she would take honeyed tea and sigh longingly as she watched the outside world. "I wish I had someone to talk to." She would say. "I wish I had a friend."

She wished this all her childhood days. But today, in the year she was to turn sixteen, she wished it more fervently than ever before. It was a bright, happy day outside and the signs of the Festival of Honey approaching were everywhere. Melisandre could hear minstrels practicing for the parade, and see the ladies in their beehive-like hats bob past her house. The gardens outside her bay windows were so beautiful they put her painted walls to shame. "I wish I had a friend who could come visit me." Melisandre sighed. "Just someone to tell how lovely it is outside today.". It was then, as she looked out the window, that she saw a bee lazily come to rest on her windowsill.


Now it was commonly known in Hivewall that if a bee landed on your shoulder it was a sign of good luck. Could the saying be any different if applied to a window sill? Melisandre thought not, and chose to believe this a sign of definite good fortune. It was a bee just as you would expect in Hivewall, but Melisandre thought this one to be the handsomest of all the bees. He even seemed to notice her through the glass of the window. His large, glittering black eyes watched her.


Melisandre sat in the cushioned chair by the window and watched him in return. No bee had ever stayed still this long for her. She sighed longingly. "If only I could invite you in for tea, Mr. Bee." she said. "You can’t say anything back, but at least if you were in here you would be better company that my walls." The girl raised her hand and let her fingertips rest against the glass over where the bee’s large eyes continued to watch her. "And I wouldn’t mind that you’d give me fits of sneezes." She whispered. "But I suppose you would think me rude if I sneezed at you. You can’t help it if you make me sneeze I suppose."


"Bees make you sneeze?"


The voice of a man hadn’t come from inside the room. It hadn’t even come from Melisandre’s imagination. It had come from the bee! Melisandre shrieked and stood up suddenly from her chair. In her haste, her hand flew up against the latch and hit it. A wind from outside pushed the unlocked window open and a rush of spring air rushed into the room. Oh it was awful! Crying out in dismay Melisandre hurried to shut the windows. She heard the bee apologizing profusely but that only startled her more. She slammed the window shut in his face. Perhaps frightened by her force, the bee lost his balance and fell off the sill. Then he flew away and out of sight.


Panting, Melisandre tried to calm down. Then she felt a terribly familiar tingling creep up her nose. She sneezed. Then sneezed again. Again and again and again till she reached a grand total of twenty-two sneezes. In the lull before she started up again, Melisandre went quickly for her scented handkerchief and held it to her nose to soothe her poor sinuses. She moaned pitifully and sank into the cushioned chair once more. What a terrible upset. Had the bee really spoken? It had been such a clear, handsome voice. Melisandre looked out the window, wondering very seriously if she wasn’t finally going insane from lack of company.


Melisandre spent a long while thinking it over. She didn’t imagine anything else out of the ordinary all day, so it was hardly likely that she was going insane. That only left the possibility that she really had heard the bee speak. She thought about it even after dinner when she had gone to bed. She lay all night staring at the ceiling, wondering if she’d been so rude to the bee that he would never come back. If he never came back then she would have lost the only hope for a friend in her entire life. The thought was so terribly sad that it made Melisandre cry. She prayed that the bee who could speak with the voice of a man would come back tomorrow and that, finally, she would have a friend.

The next day Melisandre sat in the chair by her parlor window all morning. Her eyes never left off their intent gaze over the garden. She sat quietly for hours, her hands clenching her skirt. Her longing grew with every minute that passed. Until, at around half past three in the afternoon, the handsome bee came and landed on her sill. "Oh, you’ve come back!" Melisandre gasped even as tears squeezed out from her eyes. "I’m so relieved! Please, I’m so sorry about yesterday. Please forgive me, and thank you so much for coming back, Mr. Bee!"

The bee tilted his head at her and spoke again. "I’m sorry I scared you. Are you alright now?

Melisandre nodded, touching the glass like she had the day before. "I was just startled. I didn’t know bees could talk. You must be a very special bee." The bee’s wings whizzed together. She took it that he was pleased by her compliment.

"Not especially, but I like it that you think so. We can talk if we want to. Yesterday I only wanted to ask if we really made you sneeze."


"Oh. Well, no, not you. Just the pollen really. I’m allergic to it you see." Melisandre explained. "That’s why I stay in this room all the time." She looked down sadly. "That’s why no one can be bothered to be my friend." Something tapped against the glass under her fingers and Melisandre looked up to see it was one of the bee’s fuzzy black legs. As if he was saying he was sorry. "Would…would you like to come in for tea?" Melisandre invited. The bee nodded.

Being very courteous, the bee brushed himself off before she opened the window to make sure he had no pollen on him that would make her sneeze. Then, being very very brave, Melisandre opened the window for him. Even with all their precautions Melisandre would have expected a fit to come on almost at once. Credit it to their caution, or to some magic of the bees, but not one single sneeze came to Melisandre after the bee was inside.

Bee buzzed in and landed on the chair she offered him by the table where honeyed tea and scones had been waiting. Tea that afternoon was the most wonderful thing Melisandre had ever experienced. The Bee talked very freely about all manner of things he had seen while flying through the town. He told her of flowers in meadows she had never seen, of the places where the bees lived, and of how they made their magic honey. Melisandre in turn told him about her parlor, about her paintings, and about her wish to have a friend. But of course, unless her allergies went away, that wouldn’t happen. When he heard these things Bee tapped the side of his yellow and black head with one of his fuzzy legs in thought.


"There must be something that can be done." He mused. Then his wings whizzed together once more. "I say, until I solve your problem, I can be your friend." He decided. This made Melisandre very happy. She could not remember anything else in the world that could have made her happier. When tea was over she carefully opened the window for Bee again and let him out.

"Will you come back tomorrow?" She asked him. Bee nodded as he hovered on the other side of the glass.

"I will. And I will tell you everything I have seen and heard, just like today." He promised.


That night Melisandre went to sleep the happiest girl in Hivewall. For at last she had a friend. The next day the bee did return and they again had tea. Bee told her about the hive where he lived and his closest friends. Then when tea was over he left again. Bees do have lots of work to do you know, so he could not stay forever. Melisandre was sad to see him go. What if he did not come back tomorrow?

Over the next few weeks the bee always came for tea and he and Melisandre talked as friends should. But every time he left that sad feeling inside Melisandre got worse and worse. One day, as she watched the bee fly away, she became so convinced that he wouldn’t return the next day that her worry turned to panic. She couldn’t live with this! If Bee didn’t come back she would die of loneliness! Bee didn’t understand what being alone was. He was always surrounded by other bees. He had his freedom too, which was something Melisandre had never had. How could he leave her alone like this every day? If he was really her friend he would never leave her side! No, Melisandre decided she simply couldn’t risk being alone any longer.



When Bee came back the next day he patted off all his pollen just like every other time. Then Melisandre opened the window for him and shut it after Bee had come in. The two sat for tea and treats and talked of anything that came to mind to say. Bee praised Melisandre for her beautifully painted walls, and said her flowers were just as pretty as the real thing. Melisandre smiled a bit and nodded. She told him how, before he came along, she had named all the bees on the walls and talked to them like they were her friends.

"But now I have a real friend." She said happily. "And I’ll never lose you." Bee agreed with her of course, but at the time he did not fully know her meaning.

The time came like it did every afternoon for tea to be over and Bee to return to his work. He hovered from his chair to the window to wait for Melisandre to open it and let him out. But she did not. Instead, Melisandre had gone to her desk where she kept all her paints and brought out a long red string. This was something Melisandre had never done before and Bee asked what she was going to do with the string.

"I can’t lose you, Bee." Melisandre said as she approached him, holding the string ready in her hands. And so Melisandre captured her Bee, who had been her first and only friend, and tied the red string around him. Even as she collared him Bee did not sting her and try to escape. Hivewall bees were the friendliest of all the species towards humans. Bee just watched her as she tied the other end of his leash to the leg of her cushioned chair. "There. Now you can see outside and never have to leave me. We can be friends forever this way." Melisandre said. Then, "Why are you looking at me like that? You can’t be sad. We’re going to be together forever." She exclaimed.

Bee lowered down onto the cushioned chair and looked out the window. "If you keep me in here, I’ll never see my friends again."

"Well I only have one friend! You!" Melisandre exclaimed, frustrated tears coming to her eyes. "I can’t go out there and have friends so why should you? This is only fair!" Bee didn’t answer. His wings and head drooped and he looked at the floor. Melisandre turned from him angrily and left the parlor. She went to bed without speaking to him. In time, she told herself, Bee would be happy here with her. They would both be happy together forever. But things did not turn out like Melisandre planned.


At first, spending all day with Bee was fun for her. She sketched him and talked with him all morning. Then in the afternoon they had tea and in the evening she talked with him again before bed. Bee continued to be her friend, but he was still sad. Days went by and Melisandre became utterly miserable. Bee looked out the window with the same longing for freedom and friends that Melisandre had experienced herself. The difference was that he had actually had freedom and friends. And Melisandre had robbed him of them because she was afraid of losing him. The weight of her selfishness bore down on her with every passing day. She found she could no longer take pleasure in their friendship if Bee was not free to be her constant friend by choice. It wasn’t right of her to deprive him of what he loved most just because it had always been denied to her. If she loved him, and she did, she would willingly give him those things.

One night, when all these thoughts were so strong that Melisandre couldn’t sleep, she rushed into the parlor. With tears running down her cheeks she loosed the string from around Bee and then threw open the window. "I’m so sorry, Bee." She sobbed. "Please go."

As Bee hovered to the open window Melisandre couldn’t imagine him ever forgiving her for what she had done. She imagined as she let him go that she was saying goodbye to her friend for forever. But as he passed she felt one of his soft black legs brush a tear away from her chin. There was hope. He might come back.








The sun rose over Hivewall the next morning, bathing the city in yellow brilliance. Melisandre came into her parlor and gasped to see Bee tapping at her window. She let him in.

"Oh Bee, how can you ever forgive me? I was so terrible to you." She said. Bee shook his head.

"What mattered to me was that you loved me more than your own desires." He told her. "That was very brave, and very kind. I’ve decided now what I can do to solve your problem." Melisandre looked at him in confusion so he explained further. "We bees have very special magic you know. Because of what you’ve done, I’m going to give you want you long for most."

Amidst the girl’s open-mouth surprise, Bee hovered up till he was on eye level with her, and touched two of his black legs to her forehead. Instantly the magic of the bees took effect. Melisandre was transformed into a Hivewall bee, just like her friend. "Your allergies to pollen are gone now." Bee said in a tone that suggested a smile. He went to the window and opened it. And Melisandre the bee did not sneeze. "Come and live with me." Bee said to her.


And so Melisandre the bee did go and live with her friend. She lived free with Bee, surrounded by friends and flowers for the rest of her days.


The End